The Beast and The Harlot

This is story about me and her. Ya, i found her on social media about several years ago. It was the greatest and also the foolest thing i ever did to replied her message. From that moment, my life was changed into colorful living. No one knows, that moment i really felt glad to be with her.  I called her with nick "Sugar", that name taken from my beloved friend "Mika" who called his lovely girl "Sugar". Not so far from our first meeting, we have a relationship. For me, it's so special, maybe because it was my really first love, so it's my last love. Day by day we through it all together, even when we glad or sad. We came to some places, park, mall, theater, museum and safari park. Our relationship was crushed by mistakes. I regret for all what i have done, i regret of how so rude i was. I am so weak, I just can't help myself to stop this feeling. Some people called me an idiot to love her, but i just want to be myself, not others. Last month, i heard that she has a new boyfriend. They was played something disguisting behind of me, but i don't care, that's her choosen, hope that's the best for her life. Now, i am walking in our old path, even now i'm alone :)
i will be her lover for(ever)